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medical condition ?

  I have been thinking about a condition that only affects females, it’s a potential result of unprotected intercourse, in which a parasite starts forming in the female’s body, and if left untreated the parasite will induce physical and physiological changes that are both debilitating and, in some cases, harmful. After nine months the parasite grows large and the patient get hospitalized, and the parasite is removed, now a days painkillers and surgical equipment may be used to aid with the process. The crazy part is most females want to have this condition at some point. It’s not surprising since the parasite takes advantage of human neural circuitry and manipulates the female to keep it parasitizing her body. When the parasite is out of the female’s body, the neural and hormonal manipulations keep on working and the female keeps the parasite and actually takes care of it, now its parasitizing her food, effort and attention. Throughout evolution, females have selected f...
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sadness is addictive ?

  Let’s explore sadness, I noticed that sadness is a bit addictive, it feels somehow good to feel sad otherwise why would sad music, sad films and sad stories exist, there is a demand for sad content and for sure there is supply as consumer-media or real-world news, and it goes even deeper as one deliberately feels or stays sad, for instance when feeling physical pain we tend to prioritize stopping it, but when sadness is the “pain” we tend to sink into it, instead of pushing it away, why do people listen to sad music when they feel sad if the objective is to stop feeling sad?; music is just an obvious example, another examples might be looking through texts or pictures that cause a sense of sadness. One reason is, we deserve to feel this way, we suffer to show value, like breaking up with significant other causes emotional pain, but we often catch ourselves reminiscing over moments or looking through content that induces sadness, and we feel good about getting sad because it ind...

A shout-out for chaos, death and a sparkle of religion.

A shout-out for chaos, death and a sparkle of religion. There’s something around us all the time but we can’t see it unless we focus and if we perceive it we can’t fully capture it, its chaos, it’s the fact that there is dust on the floor right now, it’s the fact that you don’t know what’s going on around you at the moment (you know just enough to keep living and act in a way that facilitates your desires), why is your attention ruling out all of this ‘chaos’, well, evolution selected for that, any creature that saw and contemplated this chaos didn’t act in a manner that made him survive and reproduce. Chaos is something real and we are unconsciously blind to it, we evolved a certain way of dealing with the world, to sort everything in clean and simple categories, which is proven to be a good way to deal with the world, then why would more than billion years of evolutionary success lead to it. But there’s a problem when we use this filter to explain things beyond this world, like g...

how loneliness and love work together.

how loneliness and love work together. my thoughts on a quote by Erich Fromm "Paradoxically, the ability to be alone is the condition for the ability to love"  We don't love a person, we fall for the idea of that person in our heads, we fall for the mere representative model that we build throughout the various interactions between us, and this model is flawed, because people only show a small part of themselves to us, and there are aspects of that person which we will never encounter and incorporate into the model… And we have internal conversations and build a set of expectations with and for the model, and we forget that it’s not that accurate because well, wishful thinking.  We also tend to ignore acts from the real person and keep them away from "contaminating" the model, we convince ourselves that it’s the fault of circumstances, that's willful blindness.  With time and the increasing number of interactions, the model will start to align wit...